2day t0tally feeling d0wn
im nt dare 2 calculate hw l0ng distance tht i cn get thru
thr's too much barriers
too much tears
hw 2 st0p tht ?
feeling l0nely , afraid , helpless
s0me0ne tht i tot cn be relied 0n
actually n0t
dumped me al0ne at a strange place
i might hurt when s0me0ne i l0ved sh0uted at me n said stg rude 2 me
t00 en0ugh f0r me 2 bear
everytime i try 2 st0p b it still moving 0n
w0nder nw is it my l0ve 0r tht's my responsibilty on it
my dreams juz break so easily
dr0pping tears , heart breaking tht's wat happened 0n me 2day
f0rgive me tht i ch0se 2 av0id n escape fr0m it
i admit im nt str0ng en0ugh f0r bearing wat i went thru nw
cheer me up :(((
