hectic

nw facing wf a pathetic pharmacist in ED

goshhh it's reli kill my patience off

hw cum a book tht beside her tht

she cn even took by herself

den hv 2 order others 2 take for her

hey r u human being huh

or u're enough BOSSy is it huh

phewwww pissed off

wonder y de trainees shuld deserve such kind of dis pathetic attitude from u all

mind it plz

u're all oso earning as us

sooo juz shut ur m0uth off if u're human !!!

insane !!

[hectic] juz get rid fr0m me plz

soul

all human beings havin their

angel & demon

inside their soul

变质

牛奶变质不能够再喝

感情变质了还能够如何呢？

经历了许多事情

也了解了许多

也许真的是我变了

变得不爱去理了

甚至不会去轻易相信事物了

和他，我真的不懂该如何是好

始终心中还放不下那包袱

是我太敏感吗

是我太会吃醋吗

怎么他做的都是理所当然

而我所做的都被当成是幼稚

我真的没选择的余地和权力吗？

我好累了

累的快要疯了

好想离开这伤心地

感情路那么坎坷

我宁愿回到我单身的生活

有哪一段感情可以让我不流泪吗

有哪一个人可以真正让我有安全感呢

好想找个能够让我依靠的那个人

可是始终很难

变质的爱

请问我还能够拯救吗？

single

im single & available !!!

make it alrite

fine

i would told myself everyday tht

[it'll be alrite, ntg wil fall me dwn]

yah it's easy 2 speak 0ut

bt t0ugh 2 make it well

few mths imma 'locked' in de [cage]

hard 2 breathe n hard 2 sleep

makes me insomnia most of de nites

nearly make myself 2 be crazy

s0cialize -- im nt used 2 it

w0nder y s0me of fella cn reli s0cialize wf others in de j0b field

or maybe my sc0rpio makes me 'isolated'

muahahha hrmm so wat

imma juz do my j0b

juz keep my philosophy 0n

[make it alrite]

down

it still couldnt get rid

makes my heart into pieces

knw tht might nt be de best solution

bt at least cn make it recover

heartache

tears r0lling dwn

wat 2 d0

it's a fact tht wont be change

all changing by tm

lost my 0nli s0ul

dn hv any idea whether cn find de new 1

l0st contr0l

d0wn

blackies

w0nder y de fella so pathetic

imma t0tally no avail 4 it

makes my image dwn

makes my m00d swing

it's juz a CALL fr0m de fella

telling th0se unnecessaries

y dn juz simply erased it fr0m ur mind huh

y muz make it upside dwn

is it reli cant handle it

r u juz admit tht u unable

y dn juz gv others a min0r chance huh

ishhh

try 2 be optimistic

accept th0se hurts n critics

yea my boo says it rite

w0rking situations are lk dis

maybe imma growing up

many thgs hv 2 go thru

pull my lips wide ---> SMILE ! (:

everything's wil be alrite

b00, thx 4 everythg

lurp U ~

exhaust

getting knw bout t00 many thgs reli make ppl headache

goshh

even din mention anything face-2-face

imma sense b0ut tht

cuz 'lady-rights'

ch00se 2 nt care b0ut th0se ridiculous

try 2 eye-cl0sed 4 tht

nw juz nid 2 care 4 my career

though imma nt reli keen for my present career

feeling lk hell

makes me piss off

juz nid s0me supp0rts anyway

h0pe 2 get 0ff dis

sc0rpio's life

WORK HARD

''if U feel criticism creeping up

take a step back

realistically l00k at de great j0b

u're doing & reward urself''

quoted fr0m 'star gazer'

wondering y my sc0rpio life wil be so c0mplicated

especially during w0rking tm

grrrr nid 2 adapt many aspects

well socialize is de 0ne aspect hv 2 work 0n

bt imma strange 2 who i seldom mix

n nw hols g0ing 2 end

imma hv 2 go 2 somewhr tht im crossed my finger 0ut

makes me t0tally insecurity

luckily my babe wil accom me

thX 2 him anyway

juz h0pe tht everything will be sm00th

p/s : prosperity g0d's f0ll0wing us

hahaha~ wat a luck !!

muah muah muah ~

::silent:: m0de

** silent **

shuld be de way of mine

give @ take

when it cums 2 family, frnds @ lover

are U a giver @ taker ??

[ helping 2 bring pals u knw 2gether involves great sensitivity & discretion ]

quoted by Ilona Olsen

speechless

from nw on

i shuld bcum a

- speechless lady -

freaking exhausted 4 wat im experiencing rite nw

is it U're too gud @ im too kiddy

de ans is NOPE !!

maybe we're from diff world

yah i admit it

im quite bad tempered

den aren't U ??!!

soooo juz get rid off dis okay

im reli pissed off

juz SHUT UP !!

Grrrr .......

PEACE

i ♥ being beautiful

young bl00d is flowing thru my vein

wish 2 0wn a LIPSTICK JUNGLE

gv de lip a sweet swirl

think bout rihanna

pare d0wn de edginess

pile de pony high & get b0ld 0n de cheeks

spice up a plain animal-print dresses

wearing a chiff0n dress @ ruffled bl0use

splash myself on a bit 0f bright colors

[ YELLOW , RED, PINK, ORANGE , GREEN ]

CONFIDENCE is fr0m OWN !

- sumthg new -

seeing many frens havin their own blog

makes me wanna hv sumthg new on myself

well start a brand new activity 4 myself anyway (:

[blogging]